I've been studying, 

Listening...

For a lover,

A king.

I'll refuse the first offer. 

I require patience, a courtship proper. 

If he hears this,

I need him honest.

I want him fearless.

This is a confession,

I have an urge

for lust, love, obsession.

I do not crush, like, waiver or play.

I hesitate, because it just hits one day.

I fall, dive, drown.

I crave the passion.

The lifts of joy!

The addiction of...

An illuminated crown. 

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